Recently I have really been relating to number 7 on this very accurate list - "Your twenties will produce more failures than you’ll choose to remember. The key is when you fail, don’t begin calling yourself a failure."
Since being let go from my last job I have really been struggling lately with what's going on in my life. I moved back to Myrtle Beach thinking this job was going to be amazing. I was promised flexibility, training, travel and good friends, and while I managed to gain some great friends from the month long position, the other things were no where to be found. While I'm aware that I did nothing to cause the unexplainable "firing" it has still been a struggle to stay positive and not feel like a failure.
Most of you that know me, know that I'm not a huge believer in religion of any kind, but lately I've been thinking that if there is a god, this is the point in my life where he's decided to teach me patience. I'm so sick of jumping into a job, and it being just that - a job. This time, I'm going to take the time and make the effort to find something that I really want to do and have a passion for. No more "well it's a job so I guess it'll have to do." While I realize that I do need to find something before Dad makes me pack up my things and move back home since I can't afford to eat or pay rent on my own, I refuse to let my next job be anything less than something I'm in love with. During this time of searching, I'm working on staying positive and being patient with what life has in store for me next.
I'm hoping that over time these posts will get less random and more topical, but for now, I leave you with Charlie:
Until next time!
xoxo
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